I would the maiden's eye might fall upon me this:
first with starting pupil, which then grow motionless;
again contracting slowly at the corner with natural grace;
next opening somewhat, and then finally thinning
in a joyful wave of heavy tears.

-Viryamitra

 

 

Her glances first came hesitant and sidelong then soft and shy with love;
a while they rested on me motionless,
then slowly turned away.

Her pupils widening behind long lashes
told of the admiration that she felt.
My heart, poor thing without defense, was captured,
Cut up, swallowed,
and now is lost for aye.

-Bhavabhuti (725 CE)

 

DESIRE

Waiting.

     Wanting.  
       Exercising an unbearable patience.
 
 I yearn for simple things.  
	To hear your voice.  
	    To see your face, 
                   particularly when it breaks out in that slow,
	             sensuous, all encompassing smile.
 
The aroma of your perfume permeating my senses.
	   Your hand falling gently upon my chest, 
	      sensing the acceleration of my heartbeat,
                    the catch of breath in my throat,
	          the sheen of sweat breaking upon my brow.
	
The sinous way that you glide through a room.
     Raw sensuality waiting to be unleashed.
 
An unquenchable thirst that grows with each passing moment.
      Desire that burns unrepentingly.
          Passion left unslaked.
	 An ache from your absence and 
	       the unfinished nature of our meeting.
	            Frenzied cravings.
 
A longing to explore, your thoughts, dreams, and desires.  
         And the slim hope that somehow 
               I can make some of them come true.
 
Waiting.
     Wanting.
         Burning.
            Yearning.
               Dreaming.
                  Tormented by  the depth of my fervor.
						
Twisting in the wind and loving it.
        Hoping for release.

 

-Michael Hernandez (2000)

 

 

CHINA

From behind he looks like a man
I once loved, that hangdog slouch
to his jeans, a sweater vest, his neck
thick-veined as a horse cock, a halo
of chopped curls.

He orders coffee and searches
his pockets, first in front, then
from behind, a long finger sliding
into the slitted denim the way that man
slipped his thumb into me one summer
as we lay after love, our freckled
bodies two pale starfish on the sheets.

Semen leaked and pooled in his palm
as he moved his thumb slowly, not
to excite me, just to affirm
he'd been there.

I have loved other men since, taken
them into my mouth like a warm vowel,
lain beneath them and watched their irises
float like small worlds in their open eyes.

But this man pressed his thumb
toward the tail of my spine
as if he were entering
China, or a ripe papaya,
so that now
when I think of love
I think of this.

-Dorianne Laux from a book titled "Awake"

Erotic Passion

I do indeed speak without bias;
this is acknowledged as truth among men.
Nothing enthralls us like an ample-hipped woman;
nothing else causes such pain.

O worldly existence, the path
that leads beyond your bounds
would be less treacherous
were it not for the intoxicating glances
waylaying us at every turn

Surely the moon does not rise in her face,
or a pair of lotuses rest in here eyes,
or fold compose her body's flesh.

Yet, duped by poets' hyperbole, even a sage,
a pondering man worships the body of woman--
a mere concoction of skin and flesh and bones.

In this vapid, mundane world,
wise men take two courses;
they spend some time with minds
submerged in the fluid elixir of wisdom,
the rest with tender woman
whose breasts and hips enjoy the pleasure
of hiding men's eager hands
in their laps of ample flesh.

Spells cannot cure it, nor drugs confound it,
nor ritual magic deal it destruction --
passion, like an epileptic fit, attacks man's limbs
to inflict the torment of frenzied derangement.

Heavy rains keep lovers
trapped in their mansions --
in the shivering cold a lord
is embraced by his long-eyed mistress
and winds bearing cool mists
soothe their fatigue after loveplay

Even a dreary day is fair
for men who lie in love's arms.

Cut off all envy, examine the matter,
tell us decisively, you noble men,
which we ought to attend upon:
the sloping sides of wilderness mountains
or the buttocks of women abounding in passion?

At first she rebuffs me,
then in a mood born of dalliance, passion is roused;
slowly her body falls languid, and composure is shed,
leaving her bold enough to indulge in games of love
played by her limb's abandoned gesture --
a gentlewoman's pleasure is my delight.

- Bhartrihari

 

The Rose Is Not The Rose

The rose is not the rose unless thou see;
Without good wine, spring is not spring to me.

Without thy tulip cheek, the gracious air
Of gardens and of meadows is not fair.

Thy rosy limbs, unless I embrace,
Lose for my longing eyes full half their grace;

Nor does thy scarlet mouth with honey drip
Unless I taste its homey, lip to lip.

Vainly the cypress in the zephyr sways,
Unless the nightingale be there to praise.

Nothing the mind imagines can be fair,
Except the picture that it makes of her.

rely good wine is good, and green the end
Of Gardens old -- but not without the Friend.

Hafiz, the metal of this soul is base;
Stamp not upon it the Beloved's face.

- Hafiz

 

 

 

Sonet 147

My love is as a fever, longing still
For that which longer nurseth the disease,
Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
Th' uncertain sickly appetite to please.
My reason the physician to my love,
Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
Desire is death, which physic did except,
Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
And frantic-mad with evermore unreset;
My thoughts and my discourse as mad men's are,
At random from the truth vainly expressed:

For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright
Who art as black as hell, and dark as night.

- William Shakespeare

 

 

Lady, send forth in waves your glances,
and the bright waterlily fades;
let shine the color of your lip
and coral will grow pale.

Disclose a fraction of your limbs
and gold itself grows black;
lift up your face, and lo,
the sky will bear two moons.

- Rajas'ekhara (900 CE)

 

A word of general application,
when I hear it,
comes to settle on a special object.
They say, "a woman"
and straightaway my mind
runs to that very one whose eyes have charmed me.

 

- Anonymous

 

Delicious is ambrosia beyond doubt,
and honey ever tastes like honey;
sweet also is the ripened fruit
of mangoes.

But let a neutral expert say if anything on earth
is half as sweet as my beloved's lip.

- Jhalajjhala [Amaru collection]

 

HAUNTED

The days have passed since your lips I touched
and yet their tenderness haunts me.
Were that I had it all to
do over again would
I have chosen
more wisely?

Would I
have allowed
passion to run its course,
of its own accord
unslaked
unfulfilled
to torment me
hoping for what
could have been,
but would never be

Was I a fool to believe
your professions of love?
They seemed so real at the time.
So honest.
So true.

Or did I simply hear what
I wanted to hear
The doubt floods me now
that the warmth of your body
next to mine has long since cooled
and your words have run dry.

Just when I think that I am free.
You are there again.
In thought,
and word,
and deed.

 

Michael Hernandez (2001)